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Monday, April 28, 2008

din noe wad to post today.jus anyhow put something in bah.====



I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 2:44 AM


Sunday, April 27, 2008

whoa jus watch the news 16 finalist for superband and guess wad out of the 16 finalist in the list DREAMFACTORY was in e first one PTL! DREAMFACTORY jia you!..woohh...woooooh..cool..



I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 8:28 AM


svc offering: (2nd king 6:16-17)
Don't be afraid," the prophet answered. "Those who are with us are more than those who are with them."
17 And Elisha prayed, "O LORD, open his eyes so he may see." Then the LORD opened the servant's eyes, and he looked and saw the hills full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha.

svc offering: (malachi 3:17)
They will be mine," says the LORD Almighty, "in the day when I make up my treasured possession. [a] I will spare them, just as in compassion a man spares his son who serves him.

(1st chronicles 4:9-10)
Jabez was more honorable than his brothers. His mother had named him Jabez, [a] saying, "I gave birth to him in pain." 10 Jabez cried out to the God of Israel, "Oh, that you would bless me and enlarge my territory! Let your hand be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain." And God granted his request.

kabod=glory,substance,weight
(matthew 6:33)
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

svc message:Need and Power of praying
move from desire-discipline-pray.
prayer is a holy delight.
the more we pray the more god prosper us.

(mark 16:17)

17And these signs will accompany those who believe: In my name they will drive out demons; they will speak in new tongues;

5 purpose of speaking in tounges
1) EDIFICATION(1 cor 14:4)
4He who speaks in a tongue edifies himself, but he who prophesies edifies the church.

2) PRAISE(acts 2:11)
(both Jews and converts to Judaism); Cretans and Arabs-we hear them declaring the wonders of God in our own tongues!"

3) INTERCESSION(romans 8:26)
In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express.

4)SPIRITUAL WARFARE (eph 6:18)
And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.

5) REVALATION(1 cor 14:15)
So what shall I do? I will pray with my spirit, but I will also pray with my mind; I will sing with my spirit, but I will also sing with my mind.

(acts 2:1-4)
1When the day of Pentecost came, they were all together in one place. 2Suddenly a sound like the blowing of a violent wind came from heaven and filled the whole house where they were sitting. 3They saw what seemed to be tongues of fire that separated and came to rest on each of them. 4All of them were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other tongues[
a] as the Spirit enabled them.


today PM was great.when pst derrek ask who not feeling go down to altar call area pst derrek n pst YK prayed for us.healing come uopn us immediatley.whoa fel much much much better after that.at first i dun wan go down wan than suddenly someone push me from e back to e front than i feel uncomfortable tt time so i went down.really thanks god for it =)





I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 5:41 AM


Friday, April 25, 2008

jus a quick update from 7.30 onwards.went for cgm at bro jo hse..i call him tt becos everyone in cc5&cc31 call him that lol.saw his kid's they were cute.than i waited for little shawn he came ard 8.30pm we happily enjoy ourself.haha..aunt cindy and uncle chris gave me a present ur guess bah!so cute thanks uncle chris and aunt cindy.and of course shawn....today we celebrated wanling's bdae wah it was v touching and she cried!..WAN LING WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY.(early bdae wish)..than chatted with david for awhile be4 leaving bro jo hse.
had a great time with cc5&cc31 today.thanks for msking me happy..to joanna:lucky she ask me go the cgm today cos she say got intresting things ya is super intresting!thanks:)
GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU!...and of course w295 also rox!



I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 9:08 AM


let me recall what happen today..oh ya.dun feel like blogging much today la actually..today went for appoinment.wth dunno wad to blog.



I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 3:15 AM


Wednesday, April 23, 2008

he is shawn
shawn and me
shawn with his games:)
shawn with a pose??
mc over liao today went back to sch.still like normal nth much to say abt sch cos i dun wish to say.if wan to know ask me urself.wanling's birthday coming soon:)jing hong's bday today..i think today i shall jus post photo nth much to write abt.the above pic is we took it during preparation for wan ling's bdae..shawn we goiing take somemore yea:)
sudddenly feel like talkiing abt sch but yet dunno wad to talk about.there's something that i will not open up to everyone but to people i trust will automatically know.if i feel like telling i will tell if i dun feel like telling,i won't..cos don't know this year is wad year or wadever la..everything that had happen in the past hv now come back.i did pray but how come things are still back i really don't know for people who think that i am trying to hide YOU ARE WRONG!.pls don't ever think of that!not going to care wadever is going to happen to me in the future..cos it's all not important to me right now.who is going to help me??i'm sure there will not be any answer if i tell the whoever i wish to tell.



I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 1:37 AM


Monday, April 21, 2008

has not been home this past few days untill ytd.now i m @ home blogging cos mc till tmr.total 5 days mc.later still hv to go back to kkh for appt with dr oh..jus feeeling very tired but i dunno why i m feeling so tired..well since dr christine gave me 5 day's mc i mus as well rest at home.till tmr than i go back sch anyway with me in sch or not don't make a different wad.



I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 6:47 PM


Thursday, April 17, 2008

today omg i reach sch excatly at 7.20am.today nth really much happen is jus t alittle bit bored.first 3 periods mr lee din come cool sleeping for 3 periods cos mr tan say can mah so i slept.dun telll me sleep also got wrong lor.cpa was super sian..than assembly.assembly programm was funny but yet was not so good.i dun feel quite well cos my tummy pain was came back.nvm later gg see doc..there's no bad or good things tt happen.



I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 2:43 AM


Thursday, April 10, 2008

feel super down this past few days..lucky really i have people who i can trust to talk to this past few days.



I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 2:54 AM


Monday, April 7, 2008

liberty,service(matthews20:25-26),spirit love,love,faith(2nd tim1:7),concern,control,devotion,giving(2nd cor9:6),examples,breakthrough.

today went to school was SUPER tired.take e class key relised class diary not inside e tray nvm la.went back to class straight open e door slept for awhile than ard 7.20 ask them to go down than someone came and say"eh kathleen open the door"!i look at my watch it was already 7.25 so i told e person i ca't or esle mr singh will scold again.blame me again!this person shouted back "CB ******"!damn angry forget about it!than moviing monday.was abit bored but wad to do?yes it is my fault i never say i am wrong but it is wrong for someone who is not involved to anyhow say things than when people ask pretend dunno.dun wan go sch also cannot.i was'nt feeling very good for the past 2 weeks!i maybe laughing joking talking nonsense but that does not means i am happy.having kinds of nightmares about school and something esle wake up suddenly cannot get back to sleep.than next morning still have to go to sch have lessons!yes is my marks i want my marks i never say i dun wan my marks..if u dun like me than come scold me straight la.if u hate me dun bother talk to me la.if u feel i am troublesome say la.if u dun trust me so be it.if u think tt i am useless or worthless so be it!i'm sure tt's wad u all think!if u think that i will give u trouble dun be friends with me.if u think tt becos of wad happen today think tt i am not trustable than dun trust me again.i know tt wadever i say or no matter how i say nobody will listen.not angry with u cos i noe i'm in e wrong!so wadever u wan do do i dun even care so much!i can't runaway from u wad.have to face u one day.oh god why is e devil so evil!?why is e devil doing this to me?causing alot of conflict for me?why?..and pls dun ever say this thing like"u still have e face to say u are a......from........" pls do not!i'm not pointing fingers at whoever.my life has been screwed up!



I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 8:24 AM


Sunday, April 6, 2008

this morning i woke up quite late 7.55am bath everything left hse at 8.15 than when i reach bedok mrt is was already 9.20 so i quicky get down the bus trained to tanan merah than to expo reach there ard 9.45 eat donut than went in for svc.today svc was led by pastor derrek..he sahred a very good msg

service offering:(hebrew 13:15)
"Through Jesus, therefore, let us continually offer to God a sacrifice of praise—the fruit of lips that confess his name."(biblegateway.com)(N.I.V)

this verse talks about sacrifice.
sacrifice is something that god desire.
sacrfice is also about giving god.like jesus sacrifice himself to die on the cross for us 2000 years ago.

service message:thinking with excellence(2nd peter1:5-7)
For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge;

and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness;

and to godliness, brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness, love.(biblegateway.com)(N.I.V)

-right thinking is about right behaviour.
-virtue=GK
-arete=excellence
what does excellence means?
1)excellence is to be superior(quality)quality never happen by chance.when we do things we do it right the first time and not 2nd time.we shall not compromised.
details=determine
never allow compromise to destroy our life.
songs of soloman(2:15)
"Catch for us the foxes, the little foxes that ruin the vineyards, our vineyards that are in bloom."(biblegateway.com)(N.I.V)

*excellence is to obtain greater (quanity).(john 13:16)
"I tell you the truth, no servant is greater than his master, nor is a messenger greater than the one who sent him".(biblegateway.com)(N.I.V)
change our thinking.there's nothing free in this world.we pay a price for everything.
"Those who sow in tears will reap with songs of joy.
He who goes out weeping, carrying seed to sow, will return with songs of joy, carrying sheaves with him."(psalm126-5-6)(biblegateway.com)(N.I.V)
-demand on your heart(proverbc4:23)
"Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life.
-demand your money.(luke 16:11)
"So if you have not been trustworthy in handling worldly wealth, who will trust you with true riches?" (bible gateway)(N.I.V)
*excellence is to trandsent job description.
*excellence is to outdo ourself each time.










I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 7:19 AM


Friday, April 4, 2008

this morning woke up ard 6 go to sch and all.after sch went home.at night went for bbq @ joseph's house.this is e first time every in my dad's cgm so fun man!thanks god.bot sharing of word today only prayed for people who are in need!as well as shared testimony.my dad has a testimony to shared but in e end joseph helped to shared it out cos me n dad were arguing abt who to share lol!in e end is the ZX share wan haha.than played some kind of tic-tac-toe games.i was in gp 3 with 3 people but i dun feel like playing so i din play lor than in e end joseph came over to my gp and played he won e first 2 rounds but lose the 3rd round.in e end gp1 won so bad.lol.than after all e praying n all i chatted with joanna abt funny things while my dad chatted with david they all.today's cc5&cc31 cgm was really a great one!wish to have more time with u all in future.today is already friday lookinf forward to sunday again.cos sunday is svc time=)cc5&cc31 thanks for all e fun today.really enjoyed!



I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 9:34 AM


Thursday, April 3, 2008

it has been quite a long time since i last blogged i think.whoa so long din go sch le.today when i go back early morning that singh scold not my prob when they haven left e class mah.admit la is my fault forgot to ask them to go at 7.20am.but pls la nid me everytime ask them go down meh.they cannot look at e time meh?forget about it i jus hack care him.than went for e councillor investitual it was good la e whole ceremony.went back to class at 1.30pm sharp than lock up e classrooms than return class key..go tpy inter with valerie slack ard sian la coming home.tmr got bbq wif cc5&cc31 love them man!lking 4ward 2 e bbq with u all.thanks for all your encouragement i will not name out who.thanks for ur visitation while during my stay in hospital but sorry din talk to u all tt much cos tt tym i was still in pain.thanks for e biscuits and milo ur bought for me.i have really enjoyed the tym we had dinner together though this may be e last time i am hving fun with u all but i still can contact all of u so hope tt all of ur will enjoy e bbq tmr..and also when i was feeling down in hospital thanks to this following people who has encouraged me take care of me.make me feel comfortable and not v stress.during my stay in hospital.doctor from ward 56 Dr wong and her team.from ward 62 Dr justin and all his team doctor.Dr oh a very nice doctor who has been showing her love and care and concern.thanks:) and all who has taken care of me and encouraged me



I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 7:03 AM