Thursday, April 30, 2009
honestly i dunno wad to blog about. but just want to blog about cg ytd barhh..ytd had a great cg at cai sheng house.have a great time fellowship with them.ytd praise lead by lijuan worship lead by yi huan guitarist lifen and of course preaching by cai sheng.ytd msg was superb.i love it. thanks God i also shared my testimony haha..lifen also have e same testimony as me haha.but God is truly a great God who perform miracle
I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 6:21 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
i shall continue my update here. yes i think many people would also want to know why there is a sudden to want to change cg. yes i know in previous cg i cause alot of trouble for u all.yes whatever i do in some of ur eyes is always wrong.i am hurt.by wad some of u'll comment or some better still see me onli make uncessary comment. what u all care is just attendance had never care about my life.even at times when i try telling them about my problem jus simpli dun care.not even a reply frm them when i sms them.the church has never let me down neither do God has also never let me down.it is e people. yes she once say before "wad if u go to other cg and also had e same prob"? my answer is at least i can have a new environment.i mixed ard with this cg they are very nice even though e difference if age between me and them. at least they not jus care about attendance at the least when i tell them problem i facing in my life they care. i felt love like a family with them.perharps problem lies with me. but what i can say is i am sorry to cause u all think that i am irritating fine now i wun not ever cause any trouble for u all anymore. even if u'll see me on street pretend not to know me i also dun care.
I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 6:30 PM
i think many of you wanted to know my reason for going over to chinese church..well is my own decision i know where is my comfort zone. i felt love there. yes the people there age is a big gap but i dun mind as long as i feel safe,comfortable there.i felt happy.i have thought of BS.i have been thinking through but i felt God has never let me down is people who let me down why should i and this verse taken frm john3:16 "for God so love the world that he GAVE his only son that those believe in him shall not perish but have everlasting life".. he so love us that he sent his son to die why should i forsake him?i told myself i should not do that. to me age does not matter but love and care and comfort matters to me.i felt love and peace in chinese church there..people there always teach people and share bible verse and explain it.i felt the peace and it change my thinking after e sharing of the verse today
I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 4:29 AM
Saturday, April 18, 2009
hey people sorry so long din blog..nowadays getting lazier to blog le lol..will try to post more la..hehe
I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 6:38 AM