Sunday, October 4, 2009
i felt that after so many things that happen i am like gonna be one of the backslider in church..i simply need alot of rest i am very tired somethings are easier to say than to be done..what happen if a am a backslider one day?i think by that time people willl start to hate me even more..thoughts of returning to the cg but than i am scared and afraid of how people will look at me..i cannot be forever staying in my dad's cg anymore they are adult elder thn me some can be my grandma even..
I am living in the world of darkness but i know that God will be the light. at 12:24 AM